This cruel fate.
Though he was breathing… He didn’t feel alive.
He had given his life to the Princess of Lucifenia… In doing so he was forced to lock his heart away. Though he loved the Princess… It wasn’t the same as what he had felt for the girl in green. The first day they crossed paths. His heart skipped a beat… And in the few moments they spent together.
Allen wished to give everything to her.
He knew it was impossible to begin with.. The girl in green had been in love with another. So this was his reality. The reality in which he had been ordered to cut down the woman he loved. This was his own fault, of course. Rillianne was pure.. Innocent.
This had been his punishment. The punishment he received for ever thinking of leaving Rillianne’s side.
Even with this in mind, Allen could still feel it… Even though he’d cleansed himself after the incident. He could smell it. That thick scent of blood in the air.. He could feel it. The warm blood covering him. Hell, he could taste it. That metallic flavor. Though because it was her blood…
It was almost sweet.
How long had it been? Since he had even seen his Princess. How long had he just been wandering aimlessly…? Without her. Without Rillianne… Allen had no one. Nothing to live for anymore. Should he just die?
Rillianne might be looking for him too.
Allen felt nauseous… Thinking of that night always made him like this. Sick with guilt. Despite this, he knew he must continue his search for his lost princess. Though was it really his princess he was looking for? Or was he merely looking for a reason to exist? She needed him.. And he needed her.
That was that.
It had taken him a moment to realize he bumped right into another person. Someone of higher rank… This much was obvious. The blond took a moment to collect himself before bowing his head quickly.
“Excuse me, sir.”
“I was not paying attention… I apologize.”
Woops I guess I should try be more active here too…
[ She just stared. And stared.
He looked sort of familiar… Yes, he looked so much like her brother. Almost too much like Len. But he conveyed a different air… aura. ]
“… Oh my god, you’re Allen.”
[ Way to be blunt, Rin. ]
”..?” Curious eyes gazed at the girl, taking in her appearance.. She looked like Rillianne.. But he learned from the circus that there were people that resembled those from his world. This girl’s name..
Rin.. I will get to your post momentarily.. I’ve got some reading to do… ♥
No… This woman before him wasn’t Meiko. Those eyes.. That attire.. The knight before him was his own sister. There was no mistaking it.. Allen froze at the realization, taking a step back. As much as he thought he prepared for this, Allen still felt as though he wasn’t ready to face her just yet. Not after all he’d done..
But there was no avoiding this now..
“Jermeille.. Sister.. Have you been well..?”
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Without even hesitating, Sakura wrapped her arms around the other and hugged him very tightly. She was so happy to see that he had escaped the terrors of the circus, to see that he was alive and well. Not wanting him to feel strange, she stepped back and smiled warmly.
“I’m glad to see you again….”
Allen was indeed surprised by the embrace. Cheeks flushed, he hesitated a moment before actually hugging her back. The circus, despite how terrifying it had been, gave him many new things to experience.. Friends.. Being scolded more often, mainly for being too formal with people.. Along with other things.
So he couldn’t be angry with the Ringmaster.
When the girl stepped away, he smiled. “Ah.. It’s wonderful to see you again as well, Sakura.. I’m glad you’re alright.”